ahhhhhhh!

2011-06-29T11:22:00.002+08:00

Back from Malaysia !
I think i am getting older -.- woke up in the middle of the night & forgot about everything that happened a few days ago .
LOL !
Anyways , I am heading out again later for pool with PT .
Bye .

2011-06-20T03:40:00.003+08:00

I changed ? You changed ?
Nothing has happened to me , I just don't know what i want .
No longer know what's right & what's wrong .
Perhaps , i made myself to change or maybe force because i am sick of this life .
Sick of waiting , waiting & waiting .
Sometimes I am stressed inside out , do you know ?
Sometimes I just feel like going out with friends that really know me well , not those that are just "friends" , do you know ?
Maybe from the start , You don't know at all .
The feeling is back , i can feel it now .

Okay the real diet plan can start now .

2011-06-19T15:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,
I AM OLDER BY ANOTHER TODAY !

2011-06-13T02:08:00.003+08:00

I won't be updating this space for long cause i can't upload any pictures yet .
I must repeat , Blogger is sucha B.!.T.C.H .
Alrights , going for camp this week & i will be back on thursday (:
& right after camp , IT WILL BE HOLIDAYS !
Bye people ~

2011-06-04T00:53:00.003+08:00

I actually forgot this is the month of June .
Birthday coming & I'm broke ):
GG.COM/BERLINDALEE , wanted to work but have School during weekdays -.-
Oh god ! *Faints*

2011-05-18T02:09:00.001+08:00

Well , I am back people ! :D
Couldn't upload any pictures since last week ): Guess blogger is getting lousier each day .
Urgh it is irritating !
BLOGGER YOU SUCKS MAX !

2011-05-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

"Intoxicated by memories & feelings"

My attitude for these few days isn't that good , I'm sorry if i've offended you people in any way .
Okay , there's school later on at 10 .
Shall go & sleep now since i've nothing to do .

2011-05-09T01:11:00.002+08:00

Yess & I hope I'm happy too (:
*Don't assume when you don't even know a single thing about me ;
*You can never get to understand me .

# If i can block the whole world away for a day .

2011-05-03T23:39:00.003+08:00

I think I'm ....................... Sick ?
Feel cold & tired ):
Where's the doctor ?
Ohhhhhh , did i mention it is May already ? May 24 ; I still remember *speechless*
Okayyy , I am going to sleep now in order to wake up at 6 tomorrow (:

Please don't come back Please don't come back Please don't come back Please don't come back *cross finger*

2011-05-03T00:26:00.003+08:00

Yes , I am not normal .
I don't know why .
School from 8-5pm is so dead-ful ):
Feel so shag luh ! *faints*
Shall go & sleep soon after i finish posting .

I hope the feeling won't be back again cause i don't want to hurt you anymore .

2011-04-28T00:52:00.004+08:00

School starts 2 days ago ,
Everything goes well BUT why no uniform ! -.-

Where are you , friend ?

2011-04-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

I.fucking.miss.you.

2011-04-22T02:28:00.003+08:00

Working for the past few days = 1/2 heaven ; 1/2 hell .
J.T is fucking bossy & bimbo .
I know you're rich but it doesn't mean you can look down on everybody okay .
I bet you don't even know all the manners luh !
You seriously pissed me off far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far far .

Lastly , POK is out of town ):
Have a safe trip & be back soon okays !

Scream 4

2011-04-17T16:31:00.003+08:00

Scream 4 at J8 yesterday .
Indeed it's called SCREAM -.-

2011-04-16T02:43:00.003+08:00

4 days of work end today ! (:
& I am going to start a new job on Monday , needs to wake up early *Faints*

#1. Ma Maison
#2. I feel special (:
#3. Thank you & Sorry .
#4. You've walked out of my life (:

Having stupid thoughts on mind simply just sucks .
Any kind soul want to give me dustbin ?
LOL !

2011-04-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

I want this !

2011-04-12T01:32:00.003+08:00

I know you will always be there for me (:
& i know one fine day you will never gonna forget me ;

Ohkayss , there is work later ):
I don't wish to fall asleep on my desk later .
Shall sleep soon after i finish my shows (:

2011-04-09T02:59:00.003+08:00

Yeah so true .
It is dead .

Barrage ~

2011-04-06T00:07:00.011+08:00

Barrage pictures are up ! There are more but more than half are all so damn unglam :/
Love picnic(s) ! I wanna go again .

I am contented (:
Although it is just a day but it is enough for me not to think so much (:

2011-04-04T02:27:00.003+08:00

Picnic & gossip session at barrage (Y)
Will upload pictures later in the night or something ! (:

Ireallydon'tknowhowtoletyouunderstand.
Justpureelost.

Far beyond important

2011-04-03T00:33:00.004+08:00

Soon enough , I will get used to your excuses .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .
I know i need to hold on .

Ohkayss , i am looking forward to picnic later !
Fresh air (Y)

2011-04-02T01:59:00.002+08:00

Don't want anything , anymore (:

2011-03-31T02:27:00.003+08:00

[click on the picture to enlarge]

Why do i feel so tense up this week ?
Hmm :/

Rants

2011-03-29T01:42:00.003+08:00

Don't bother to explain yourself when you decided to tell others that .
You know better than anyone because i told you before yet you want to continue your game .
Do you know when i am beside you , i don't even know how to be myself anymore ?
Everything you did was just an act .
Now i see no point to give you a chance to explain yourself cause you're nobody to me .
You should give an explanation to someone more important .

To believe i actually cared so much ):
I don't want to fucking feel this way anymore .

2009/2010

2011-03-27T02:44:00.005+08:00

Every school that i went definitely will leave me a memory .
The people i hang out with almost every single day in KCP & private school .
These 6 years seriously taught me a lot of things .
Too much to remember & forget ;
Now i am moving on to the next level which i hate it but I'd no choice ):
New people , new environment , new me .

2011-03-24T00:58:00.005+08:00

Fact about me , actually almost everyone (:

I don't feel the bond there anymore .
My mind filled with question marks , a lot more than what you think .

2011-03-23T01:02:00.003+08:00

I am always here when you need me alrights (:
Don't be afraid to say what you want to say .
;
Since you want me to go that way , i'll make you happy by doing that .
Life is meaningless anyways .

以前以後

2011-03-20T02:33:00.004+08:00

以前说的不是这种以后
快乐不该变得像彩虹
都要让大雨淋过才短暂拥有

以前要的不是这种以后
感动被生活辗过
爱情就磨成了寂寞

心事不该窒息的锁着
相爱也不该变成
互相痛快的指责
看幸福慢慢褪色
爱你值得不值得

2011-03-19T02:32:00.001+08:00

I WANT THIS !

2011-03-18T02:23:00.003+08:00

Omg , I love this chart ! (:

2011-03-17T01:42:00.003+08:00

Just wanna tell you that I paid a price to see a Rainbow .
I lost my temper at you just now , I wasn't on purpose .
Now i really don't know i should say you deserve all these or not .

Bugis

2011-03-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

Bugis for shopping & neoprint with the girls (:
The eyes big like free only ! LOL .
S going for attachment = lesser X100 to even meet up to have a meal or something ,
Just by thinking , feels sad ):

2011-03-14T02:14:00.003+08:00

I thought i could hold it down ,
but i was wrong .

2011-03-12T01:46:00.003+08:00

Many things have been going through my mind for the past few days ,
Words just don't come out .
I hate being this way , hate it when i don't feel happy at all .
Nothing is complete , seriously nothing (N)

2011-03-11T01:23:00.003+08:00

I want take new pictures with everyone !
Hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhahahahahahahahaha !
(I am bored) .

2011-03-10T00:34:00.002+08:00

Work is finally over ,
I actually fell asleep on the desk today after looking at those numberss *faints*
Feel so tired .

Weneedtotalk.

2011-03-09T01:21:00.003+08:00

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess .

P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLYC ! (:
YOU KNOW WHAT , YOU ARE OLD !

2011-03-08T02:22:00.002+08:00

Something is missing .
Empty is the only word that can describe .

2011-03-06T02:27:00.003+08:00

I finally understand .
You're just the same as others , you proved me right .

You're old , Siaokang !

2011-03-05T01:42:00.003+08:00

Celebrate SK's birthday at Nex on Wednesday (:

Birthday boy !

Finally a post with many pictures ! YAY ! :D

2011-03-04T00:02:00.004+08:00

Tell me everything is gonna be alright .
Shall sleep , work later.

thoughtiwon'tmissyou,butiwaswrong.

2011-03-03T04:59:00.003+08:00

Oh well , Zouk was a ......... disappointment ?
De-stress failed . LOL !

2011-03-02T03:04:00.002+08:00

Time will numb everything , that's all i know .
I chose not to say because i don't want to hurt you .

2011-03-01T02:28:00.001+08:00

Do you understand ?

2011-02-28T01:44:00.003+08:00

My heart understood therefore i moved on .
You once gave me so much to remember , it's not easy to forget .

Trying to be (:

2011-02-27T01:45:00.002+08:00

I want to post something happy ! (:

Confused

2011-02-26T03:08:00.004+08:00

"What will you protect ? "
I don't know how to answer this question ):

Happy times

2011-02-25T01:35:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to explain .

2011-02-24T02:23:00.001+08:00

I can't help it ):

2011-02-23T01:50:00.004+08:00

If only i can see a rainbow on the sky everyday .

2011-02-22T02:20:00.003+08:00

It is not fun to be stuck here .
I want to move on to the next level .

This picture (Y) .

2011-02-21T01:56:00.004+08:00

Trip to Sentosa was a fail , only this picture was a success (:

I really hope what you posted is just coincident with what i update previously .
I said i regretted doesn't mean i want to salvage this relationship or whatsoever .
REMAINS FRIENDS = NEVER TALK AGAIN ?!
I don't know . I don't know . I don't know . I don't know . I don't know . I don't know .

2011-02-20T02:52:00.002+08:00

I need a shoulder now , anyone ?
Itisnoteasytobestrong ):

To O.C.W

2011-02-19T00:55:00.003+08:00

Dear 21 ,
It is a wrong move for us right ? Take a look at us now , we don't even talk anymore .
I know by saying sorry won't make a difference , but i really regretted .
I know you don't blame me at all , but it is just me .
I cannot treat as nothing has happened , even until now .
If you happen to see this , hope you understand why i make that decision at that time .

2011-02-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

Time time time time time time .

2011-02-16T01:37:00.002+08:00

Where were you ?

2011-02-15T01:11:00.003+08:00

This is my greatest limit .

2011-02-14T00:42:00.003+08:00

~~No use saying sorry .~~
~~You don't know how important it is .~~

2011-02-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

2011-02-12T02:42:00.003+08:00

Sruanisnhbionwe !

2011-02-11T01:32:00.002+08:00

Too tired .

2011-02-10T00:18:00.001+08:00

You.tend.to.neglect.me.

2011-02-09T01:33:00.002+08:00

I am so stupid .

2011-02-08T01:22:00.002+08:00

Why are you always like this , you are old enough to think already .
Irresponsible .

2011-02-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

I took a long time to read this -.-

2011-02-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sighh .

2011-02-05T02:11:00.003+08:00

This is cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;
& you too .

2011-02-04T03:22:00.001+08:00

You made me thinking .

2011-02-03T02:35:00.002+08:00

Don't leave , will you ?

2011-02-02T02:32:00.002+08:00

2011-02-01T01:06:00.002+08:00

I hate it when i need to think and end up all negative thoughts .

2011-01-31T01:54:00.002+08:00

So true .

2011-01-30T05:00:00.002+08:00

I no longer know i am thinking .

2011-01-29T02:50:00.003+08:00

(Y) Too bored .

2011-01-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

Work = shag .

2011-01-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

You was once my happy pill .

2011-01-26T01:12:00.001+08:00

Difficult to handle , sorry .

2011-01-25T00:35:00.002+08:00

Shit .

2011-01-24T02:19:00.002+08:00

I an trying .

2011-01-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

Yes / No ?

2011-01-22T00:56:00.002+08:00

Agreed .

2011-01-21T00:21:00.001+08:00

I need time .

2011-01-20T00:06:00.001+08:00

What if one day i stop caring ?

2011-01-19T02:03:00.002+08:00

Did you realize ?

2011-01-18T00:11:00.004+08:00

I am gonna take a step back to think whether you are worthy .
Happy birthday (:

2011-01-17T01:03:00.001+08:00

This is how i am feeling right now .

2011-01-16T01:36:00.002+08:00

So true so true .

2011-01-15T02:14:00.002+08:00

How i wish . .

2011-01-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

Stop giving me stress , i need a break please !

2011-01-13T00:21:00.003+08:00

2011-01-12T01:13:00.003+08:00

I am tired , always .

2011-01-11T02:56:00.002+08:00

I hate to sleep now ):

2011-01-10T01:09:00.002+08:00

Results later ! Goodluck people ! (:

2011-01-09T02:10:00.001+08:00

(:
I almost forget to post .

2011-01-08T01:15:00.002+08:00

I am over sensitive .

2011-01-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

I want to change .

2011-01-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

You let me see everything that i could .
I think too much and this is what i can't control .

2011-01-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Oh manzxz , I am down with sore throat & headache ):

2011-01-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

"Tell me , which piece should you follow?"

2011-01-03T02:57:00.002+08:00

2.58am now ~
Time to sleep , goodnightss ! (: